Searching for Hopefulness Through the Pain of Depression. Monday, November 19, 2012. It has been quite some time since I have added an entry to my blog. My last entry was July and a great deal has happened since then. Most importantly my depression is firmly and soundly under full control. As many of you know I began a course of treatment with ECT, Electro Convulsive Therapy. Exercise and getting out in the sunshine are vital ingredients to my successful treatment.

7 yrs off psych drugs documented. To be or not to be on psych meds. Mental distress as transformative journey. There is nothing wrong with you. How I deal with mental breakdowns. Yoga for challenged nervous system. Diet and nutrition, general.

Monday, December 14, 2009. In fact, I feel the best I have in years.

Lots of time has past since the last post. When I committed to the Quad Rock 50.

Sunday, March 27, 2011. Monday, March 14, 2011. I keep deleting what I am going to say. I took a free Enneogram. Who knows if anyone reads this. While I write, I simultaneously and desperately hope and fear that people will read this. I felt like I was getting closer to being f.

Come all with open minds and share. On December 27, 2012 by catalon. I have always considered myself an artist, and have done some commercial work, but in general it was always for my own eye.

Tuesday, February 11, 2014. How are you? I understand.

My journey leads to this anonymous place where I can tell of my life of abuse and trauma primarily through my past journals, current commentary, some current journaling and posts on specific issues I face. I hope to increase awareness and compassion for those of us with mental illness. Click on the tab that you want. Scroll down to posts to read. Please, if you are new here, READ THIS FIRST! Although.